bittersweetirony:

• smile until jaw feels like breaking
• make seizure-like body movements
• make random hand gestures
• if alone, scream loudly
• if not alone, scream internally
• if doesn’t care, scream anyway
• run around the house then back
• weep
• weep but don’t let tears fall
• make some ugly noises that are actually supposed to sound happy
• hug something
• claw something
• pull hair
• sigh
• try saying something but turns out incoherent no matter what
• just shake head if unsure of what to exactly do